No title (can't think of one)

Just wanted to put something up since it's been awhile. My last post was a little dramatic, so maybe this one will lighten the mood.

Not much going on... probably starting a small website this weekend to help my buddy sell his dream product!! There's money out there, so we're gonna try and get some of it before it's too late. Don't worry, there'll be link on here soon and you can find out more about it.

Still looking for a truck... the bar & friends call my name too much, so I haven't been looking as hard as maybe I need to. My car's ok, so there's not that big of a rush either.

Got my tickets to Nascar in Vegas for March... very much looking forward to going & seeing my family there. We'll have an RV at the track and tickets for all 3 races, so it should be a lot of fun. My sis is going for the first time too, so it will be even better!

I'm out....

Desires...

Not on a good kick right now, so bear with me...

Have you ever desired something you couldn't have? What about keeping your personal morals, but hurting someone that you really care about in the process?

I know I'm not alone, but I am really struggling right now with feelings I have for someone that I can't be with. The situation is not "out of my control" per say, but it is at the same time. I can choose to be with this person, but the only way I can do that is if I decide to break the trust of other people that I care about too.

I think one of the reasons that I have the good friends that I do is because they see what a good person that I am... I treat everyone w/ courtesy, honesty, respect, & loyalty and I expect the same in return. Choosing to fulfill my desires contradicts everything that I've stood for throughout my life and I'm just not comfortable doing that right now. I know this choice hurts someone that I care about deeply - I hope they understand the reasons for my choice and don't blame me for it.

Stuck between a rock and a hard place... and the rock is winning :(

Special blog post

This is a special post for someone... I guess they wanted me to keep the site updated ;)

Not much going on...
- Had a fabulous New Year's!! couldn't ask for a better time or to spend it w/ anyone better.
- Xmas was good - spent time w/ the family.
- New Year so far... wish a few things were different and things were under different circumstances, but I can't control everything.
- Still looking for a new truck.
- Need to buy an entertainment center/tv stand for my new tv... it's on the ground but IT'S BIG!!