Desires...
Not on a good kick right now, so bear with me...
Have you ever desired something you couldn't have? What about keeping your personal morals, but hurting someone that you really care about in the process?
I know I'm not alone, but I am really struggling right now with feelings I have for someone that I can't be with. The situation is not "out of my control" per say, but it is at the same time. I can choose to be with this person, but the only way I can do that is if I decide to break the trust of other people that I care about too.
I think one of the reasons that I have the good friends that I do is because they see what a good person that I am... I treat everyone w/ courtesy, honesty, respect, & loyalty and I expect the same in return. Choosing to fulfill my desires contradicts everything that I've stood for throughout my life and I'm just not comfortable doing that right now. I know this choice hurts someone that I care about deeply - I hope they understand the reasons for my choice and don't blame me for it.
Stuck between a rock and a hard place... and the rock is winning :(
posted by CoryH @ 6:50 PM
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Keep it simple. Life is complicated enough as it is. You should always keep your morals. But remember that you have the ultimate control of your destiny. Meaning...If you love someone that you can't be with, then let them go...If things work out, it is meant to be. Then again it's like the old Cliche, maybe you just want to be with this person not because you love them but because your daddy said that you couldn't. You rebel!!
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